Thursday, February 8, 2018

Keep it Simple Stupid

I need to get control of my life. I really do not know what it is about me but I do the exact opposite of what I say I am going to do.

Time to reevaluate my life time to focus on a couple things and just make sure they happen then I can add to that. 

So what is the most pressing thing in my life right now? It’s my weight which has gotten out of control.  I am going to focus on 3 things….
  1.  Sleep I do not get even close to enough on work days.
  2. Movement….. simply walk for a little while (I can add more later) 
  3. Food choices…. Eat a more balanced diet with less refined food. 


They are all inter-woven. 
Lack of sleep I am too tired after working an 11 hour day – solution make the time to go at lunch… that will be just what I do!
Movement making sure I do something will make me tired so I have to sleep
Food choices – carbs due two things to me. 
  1. Wake me up so I cannot sleep
  2. Makes me feel bloated that makes me not want to move.


I believe the key starts with my food choices when I eat better I feel better and then the other things become easier for me. 


Starting right now I am going to do SOMETHING over my lunch time that requires movement, starting tonight I am not going to allow myself to eat processed food after I get off work.  

Friday, March 11, 2016

All Kinds of Shit Part 2

My 2 weeks became 3 weeks in the cardiac unit of a hospital with my father. It will change your attitude about food, weight and life.

Recently my 77 year old father had to have a valve replaced in his heart and also had another valve that was leaking repaired.  Due to complications the 5 to 10 day hospital stay became a 20 day stay.  I was lucky enough to have enough time saved up at work that I was able to be there with him all day every day.  While my father’s issue was genetic (I have been tested and do not have the issue). He may have been the only person on the floor that was not grossly overweight. The recovery from open heart surgery is long and painful. While there we saw many patients come and go. All had the same struggles to walk again and the pain of relearning so much. 

The majority of the patients had cardiovascular disease as a direct result of years of poor diet which caused obesity.  I looked at myself and reflected on my life.  I have been morbidly obese most of my adult life.  I have had huge weight swings because I went on a “diet” and then went off the “diet” when I reached my goal (or as I got close or whenever a temptation came along). I cannot tell you how many mornings I woke up and said today is the day and ended up eating shit by lunch.  

Walking around the hospital looking at the patients, sitting with my father and looking at myself I became motivated, I chose to stop following fads, I chose to stop selling myself short and I chose to raise my quality of life. I listened to Mark Sisson’s interview on the Joe Rogan Podcast, I had already read most of the book and even lost a few pounds on it but was not fully committed to the lifestyle.  One of the things he said that struck me is… When dieting most people try to figure out what they can get away with on a diet. He chose to figure out what he could live without.  I have used this and it works.

The trip was life changing for me.  I spent 2 weeks eating whatever I wanted, drinking beer and just “enjoying myself”.  I rationalized it by thinking when I get home THEN I will be back on track.  However as the 3rd week started I felt like absolute shit.  Also, after listening the above podcast along with seeing all the cardiac patients made it easier for me to just stop all of it.  I quit wheat I quit most added sugar (down to less than 20 grams of added sugar a day). I found Whole Foods and ate off their food bar.  I stopped drinking beer and switched to vodka with Perrier. I did not work out… I got home weighed myself and I lost 7 lbs while I was there.  ALL of it was from the last week. I lost the bloat from the weeks before and felt great. 

I have been back for almost 2 weeks I have lost another 6 lbs.  I have remained off the wheat and added sugar… my big down fall has been drinking diet soda I struggle to give that up, but I am will. I am really proud of the fact that I have not slid back into old habits, I continue to lose fat and inches.  In fact I have dropped a pant size dropped 2 from September when I was in Memphis. 

I want to go further into a lot of subjects so here is an outline of stuff I will be talking about.

  • Taste buds changing
  • Improved ability to exercise
  • Lack of bloating
  • Eating correct is simple but takes planning

Friday, February 19, 2016

All Kinds of Shit part 1

I have learned so much it's amazing 2 weeks is also the amount of time I have been in St Louis because my father had open heart surgery. 

Let quickly set the stage. I learned so much about myself, food, love and exercise, weight attitudes toward weight. I will address them all over time. 

The why it happened is first. 

I came home to St Louis for a week because my dad was having a valve replaced. There were complications with another valve leaking. So his surgery took twice as long as possible. He then developed pneumonia and could not breath so back on the respirator he went. He was on it for 5 more days. Now he is on the road to recovery but will be a long path. 

Monday, September 21, 2015

Memphis


So went to Memphis alone… the trip was planned with my ex and since we broke up I had nobody else that could go.  I was scared….. I almost did not go but I am so glad I did.  I was able to do what I wanted when I wanted.  I met interesting people  listened to awesome music and had a blast.  I learned a lot about myself… I had a lot of time to think during the drive…. I am so glad I did it. 
 
I arrived Friday afternoonand checked into my hotel… dropped my stuff off and headed for Beale Street.  Beale is blocked off from cars so you can walk as you please. 
 

There were Blues bands playing every where I was in heaven.  I spent 2 hours there then headed for Hall & Oates. The concert was good not very long but good.  I  met a guy from Jackson TN and talked to him as we waited for the concert to start. Afterward I went back to the hotel dropped off my car and back to Beale where I listened to more music and had a few beers. 


 
Saturday, I woke up late (a little hung over) and went to Graceland… I had to wait two hours for my tour…. I saw almost everything.  I was there 4 ½ hours in total.  For dinner I went to Gus’s for Fried Chicken it was AMAZING…… rested at the hotel for a couple hours and back to Beale street.. for a night of music, drinking watching football and meeting new people. 


 




Sunday I woke up and went home… tired happy and ready to head home. 

Saturday, September 19, 2015

Graceland

I am on my first trip by myself. I came to Memphis to see Hall and Oates and go to Beale St.  It's been fun so far the music is great!

Today I am going to Graceland  




Sunday, August 16, 2015

Curve balls

Life throws curve balls at you. Just when you think you understand you don't. Just when you think things are fine they aren't. Just as you think your problems are the worst and most challenging in the world you learn that your issues are nothing.


When things happen to your kids your perspective changes. It changes in a lot of ways. What are your proirities what is it about you that makes you special. When you're gone how many people miss you? The answer to the last question is very few. Family And loved ones are really it. The truth is we are what we allow to happen to us. What we allow others to do to us and how much we can take. 

The truth is life is hard. It's always been hard and it always will be. Relationships don't have to be and shouldn't be. We make them difficult we allow ourselves to make bad decisions to begin with then we allow ourselves to grow apart. 

My goals are simple to look for things that make me happy and stick with them.